Marilyn, 1962
[title type="subtitle-h6"]Kayleigh Norgord[/title][vc_row][vc_column width="11/12"][vc_column_text]I feel very wan, bleached like dough.
My insides have cracked and crumbled,
They have fallen into the heels of my shoes.
I am crumbs, I am stepping on myself.
[spacer height="30"]Darling. DiMaggio. 36D.
I have many labels, but only one fits the girl
Fixed across the mattress. Someone call an ambulance, she’s leaking.
She’s twisted up like a garden hose.
[spacer height="30"]There are children standing at the gates, calling to me. I wave.
I am the smiling doll, lounging on the sofa. I sip through a straw.
The severance of being many women—I wish I knew how.
Other women are much better at it.
[spacer height="30"]I am photographed reading, smart blonde.
I am photographed eating, fat blonde.
Write this down: I would like to say the papers got it wrong.
I shower naked, I sleep in pajamas.
[spacer height="30"]It feels like driving alone, in the dark,
When a cat skitters into the road.
It feels like I am the car.
It feels like I am the cat.
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